Oops, I Did It Again.

Busy does not begin to explain why I haven't posted in a while. Confused. Chaotic. Adjusting. It is all relevant. To put my recent adventures in a nutshell, Aaron and I both got new jobs, both have been working a ton, and also are now moving out of our apartment until we find one that better suits what we need. Today, I'm not posting my opinion, my "lecture" or even a traditional blog post. Today I am posting a confession in hopes that doing so will inspire others to hold me accountable and check themselves. 

I couldn't tell you the last time I opened a Bible. I couldn't tell you the last time I set aside time to just pray. Aside from the nightly ritual, "Dear Jesus, be with my family, thanks for everything, amen" before falling asleep, I'm blessed to have a God that still knows me regardless. 

You'd think that I'd be spending even more time in prayer considering my chaotic circumstances, but it hasn't even crossed my mind. Could I BE any stupider?! 

Let me tell you, my lack of prayer and focus on God has really made a negative impact on me these last few weeks. Things with moving aren't going as smoothly as they should. I'm stressed. Aaron's stressed. We need JESUS. So, today, I blog to let everyone know that I've screwed up, that I'm going to try and get the ball rolling again, and that my lack if effort has made a HUGE difference. I mean, huge enough to capitalize, bold, and italicize. 

P.S.

Merry Christmas from my main squeeze and I.